I noticed something

Do you know the meaning? If you don't you should try listening and read the meaning along so you can understand the true words of our creator. If you do you'll feel better.
För real seek planed help, im sure reading quran will help but this is beyond that. Its seems like you need to restore your brain chemistry to normal. I have had friends who didnt get proper help and made it worse though fear. AGAIN SEEK HELP!