I have seen this world

[kaneki]

For years I have felt like I have seen enough of everything. I understand the empirical boundaries within which the existential experience happens. Once a thing is defined, it loses its allure. It becomes trash. I have defined existence and now my life is trash. The only gift I desire from life is to simply move on to whatever awaits beyond it. I LONG not to exist like I would long for home. This sentiment is widely regarded as mental illness. Lesser beings tell me that the will to breathe should equal the will to exist. They tell this with straight faces, oblivious to the possibility that perhaps it is them who never truly existed in the first place. They hardly understand that to live is to grow weary of the world. I reached this state of weariness when I was 13. Years later, the feeling has not gone away. It never will.

 

[Deactivated]

Man up sunshine.

Somali nihilistic teenagers are just way too rebellious



ni·hil·is·tic
ˌnīəˈlistik,ˌnēəˈlistik/
adjective

1. rejecting all religious and moral principles in the belief that life is meaningless.
   "an embittered, nihilistic teenager"

 

[Slickback]

At least hit master tier b4 u commit that b

Cause u sound like the type 2 abti.

 

[darklight]

For years I have felt like I have seen enough of everything. I understand the empirical boundaries within which the existential experience happens. Once a thing is defined, it loses its allure. It becomes trash. I have defined existence and now my life is trash. The only gift I desire from life is to simply move on to whatever awaits beyond it. I LONG not to exist like I would long for home. This sentiment is widely regarded as mental illness. Lesser beings tell me that the will to breathe should equal the will to exist. They tell this with straight faces, oblivious to the possibility that perhaps it is them who never truly existed in the first place. They hardly understand that to live is to grow weary of the world. I reached this state of weariness when I was 13. Years later, the feeling has not gone away. It never will.

i can not comprehend what i just read

 

[MARAQ DIGAAG]

Suugo science !

 

[Tufaax]

Its a tuff world out there keep your head high

 

[Merchant of Mogadishu]

Get out of Hooyo's basement.

 

[Puntlandtheglorious]

Stop jacking off and get out of hooyos basement you loser

 

[gurey]

I reckon you have a problem that you cannot solve that leads you to feel like there's no point in life anymore. Am I right?

 

[TooMacaan]

Wdym you've "defined existence"? Are you saying you've discovered the true meaning of life...from the perspective of the non-religious? If so, do tell .

 

[lone]

I will never forget the day I learnt the true value of a dollar.

 

[VixR]

Wow.


Please continue.

 

[CangeeroBear]

As a physics undergrad the fact that you claim you know "everything" enticed me.Please release the papers as humanity needs help in understanding this world you seem to have mastered.

On the real you seem to be depressed.

 

[Geeljire Sandheer]

I feel you when youve seen it all in life nothing ever impresses you no or turnup can make me happy fam only thing thst makes me happy is my time i spend with my family

 

[RasCanjero-]

For years I have felt like I have seen enough of everything. I understand the empirical boundaries within which the existential experience happens. Once a thing is defined, it loses its allure. It becomes trash. I have defined existence and now my life is trash. The only gift I desire from life is to simply move on to whatever awaits beyond it. I LONG not to exist like I would long for home. This sentiment is widely regarded as mental illness. Lesser beings tell me that the will to breathe should equal the will to exist. They tell this with straight faces, oblivious to the possibility that perhaps it is them who never truly existed in the first place. They hardly understand that to live is to grow weary of the world. I reached this state of weariness when I was 13. Years later, the feeling has not gone away. It never will.

If you're not trolling then I can tell you it's pointless nihilism.

Anyone conscious has to carry that existential crisis and you can never fully answer it only find something to counterbalance it.

Best method to counterbalance is to take up responsibility to take care of people you irrationally love (your family).

Only with having meaning in your life could you fight those dark thoughts.

Hobbies aren't enough for your level of nihilism and solipsism.

Only a meaning as strong as being responsible for taking care of your family will.

If you don't care for your parents and siblings then go make a kid with someone asap and if that doesn't help then I can't help you unfortunately.

 

[Basra]

For years I have felt like I have seen enough of everything. I understand the empirical boundaries within which the existential experience happens. Once a thing is defined, it loses its allure. It becomes trash. I have defined existence and now my life is trash. The only gift I desire from life is to simply move on to whatever awaits beyond it. I LONG not to exist like I would long for home. This sentiment is widely regarded as mental illness. Lesser beings tell me that the will to breathe should equal the will to exist. They tell this with straight faces, oblivious to the possibility that perhaps it is them who never truly existed in the first place. They hardly understand that to live is to grow weary of the world. I reached this state of weariness when I was 13. Years later, the feeling has not gone away. It never will.

Have you met your twins Cangeeerobear? And Black Dahlia? And RKelly? And Badeed? Daljacel.....All are bi polar and manic depressed souls like YOU!

 

[Geeljire Sandheer]

Have you met your twins Cangeeerobear? And Black Dahlia? And RKelly? And Badeed? Daljacel.....All are bi polar and manic depressed souls like YOU!

Hahaha you forgot me

 

[NA9]

You’re right. There’s nothing interesting about this world. I’m only 20 and I’m bored of it.

 

[simulacrum]

Life is actually far more deeper, elegant and subtle than what you currently think is supposed to be all about. I'm really interested in how you managed to define life for it to lose it's wonder and grace?