I don't have it. I think my intellectual abilities makes me weak to get his power. I tend to be not confident. He is way over confident, even when he dying, he will say, I have 50 more years to live & then he drops of dead next day. Or is this Dumb-optimistic? There u go, my intellectual rationalizing interferes In being malignantly over confident. My advance intelligent mind cannot allow me to be self denial and project confidence. I always withdraw inward, self criticize, self karbash. I need to be like Trump. Speak, and See only the bright side of every thing. Lie. Lie. Lie.
Even though I despise to lie. Part of my charm is crippling honesty.
Maybe I need to change that.
Your thoughts?
Even though I despise to lie. Part of my charm is crippling honesty.
Maybe I need to change that.
Your thoughts?
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