Ever since quarantine has happend I’ve felt unfifiled I’m masturbating, barley keeping up with school, thinking weird stuff, unmotivated, I’m reliving the same day, I pray but nothing comes, I’m bored, life sucks, I’m thinking bad thoughts, I’ve been doing things that I’ve never done before, and I know god is watching me but I can’t help it I fucking can’t stand anything I feel disgusted when I do these things but I do it every day I really need advice not derailing or jokes I need advice before I do something that I’ll heavily regret