Have hope brother I’m not dismissing the harsh reality we can turn it around 360 our geographic position is too important keep and when Us Saudi relations hit the fan we can use it to come up . Personally when Jamal kashogi got assassinated we shoulda used it as an opportunity to undercut themIts good that u are ambitions but as u grow up u will see harsh reality but my advice by that time around 30 but dont give up just modiefy to the reality on the ground .
By the what is u subclan
Also my subclan (mothers side) is digil mirfle
Dk fathers side