Yessuicide
You know what's sad? I haven't been able to fast most of these days,because these people keep breaking my fast.
I have done nothing wrong but be a good guest. They all team up and talk about me and call me crazy. They make me feel like crap.
You will only get rewarded for your fast and struggle. Allah does not give struggles in life just for nothing. Everything is rewarded.
What do they talk about when they target you? What is there supposed criticism that they like throwing at you if you don't mind going into more detail that is?
Wallahi do they have no guilt? Treating someone who flew a long way to come here like this.
They insult me for being diaspora,for my fashion sense and also because I decided to trust them and open up to them about my family problems.
They don't know you and are jealous of you for whatever reason. Your not a bad person you are insightful and kind. Even when you are on the internet and you have anonymity your great character shines through your comments.
You know ,the way I've been treated in this country really opened my eyes to people here. They are muslim only in name. They wear a big jilbaab or niqab and read quran and brag about how many chapters they memorised,yet treat others,especially diaspora folk,like dirt.
No. My mother basically turned people against me.
Hang in there abaayo inshallah It will get easier
Do you have friends in UK that are willing to help?
They read the quran but do not ponder the word they have read. It does not reach their hearts. You have been blessed with a soft heart not many have that cherish it.
