When I’m free or by myself, I think of the most absurd and bizarre things no-one ever thinks about.
For example, I might avoid remembering something petty (such as when I last ate) but after a while I go back to finding out and deliberate over it it because I feel like one day, I might be held hostage and threatened to be killed If I don’t answer that question of ‘When did I last eat’.
Then I somehow set off a chain reaction of thoughts that goes through fictional worlds and very stupid past events that finally ends up in the most exotic of places (eg: Why the Kazakhs build useless and alien buildings or Why a certain someone that sat beside me on the bus this morning had a foul and rancid breath. )
Yes, it’s very complicated and meaningless but nevertheless, fun