Wallahi deep down a history documentary on some thing in the past no matter it is has some profound impact on me. What do Somalis feel when u watch documentaries on History? I don't mean History school at high school, that never interested me well I never understood it properly the significance of it when I used to see History classes. I would sit in those classes not understanding why this is even being discussed or that feeling you get where u just like 'Dont understand a word of this'.
I seem to appreciate it more as I got older but the underlining reason is for me 'phobia' yes I got 'phobia' everyone does. I am scared to make a 'move' in fear of failure, I am not saying it's good trait but it's a fact. I am one of those types who will accept the 'status quo' for what reason, mainly not to 'rock the boat' or make it worse. I have fear things can get far worse if you disturb how things are. People can get killed for wrong decisions or making moves and me being a cautious person is the reason it stops me from a-lot. I am slowly getting better about that now and more open. But yeah I can put up with alot of shit and just shrug if off in order not to make it worse.
That's why I use history to see when people did a 'make' move, that fascinates me the most and the 'result'. It sort of warns me the challenges they faced and if I should bother, how they overcame, their reasons behind it. But yes history fascinates me for that reason, what about yourselves?
I seem to appreciate it more as I got older but the underlining reason is for me 'phobia' yes I got 'phobia' everyone does. I am scared to make a 'move' in fear of failure, I am not saying it's good trait but it's a fact. I am one of those types who will accept the 'status quo' for what reason, mainly not to 'rock the boat' or make it worse. I have fear things can get far worse if you disturb how things are. People can get killed for wrong decisions or making moves and me being a cautious person is the reason it stops me from a-lot. I am slowly getting better about that now and more open. But yeah I can put up with alot of shit and just shrug if off in order not to make it worse.
That's why I use history to see when people did a 'make' move, that fascinates me the most and the 'result'. It sort of warns me the challenges they faced and if I should bother, how they overcame, their reasons behind it. But yes history fascinates me for that reason, what about yourselves?
