Please don’t laugh at me but I have skin issues and my family always bullies me about it. I suffer from acne but it’s very mild now alhamdullilah. However I still have extreme discolouration, keratosis pilaris and hyperpigmentation all over my body. My face is like 3 different colours. Naturally my skin color is olive/light brownish like those tanned Moroccans, but my face especially my mouth and chin area is very dark. Makeup looks weird because of the shade difference. On my body, it looks like I’ve smeared black paint on my knees and elbows. It’s not even a normal shade difference those areas look like they belong to someone else. My back and stomach, I used to have a fungal infection called tinea veriscolor which caused hypopigmentation so there’s huge white patches and the skin around it is a lot darker. My butt and upper thigh region right below the butt and inner thighs are I kid you not like 10 shades darker than the rest of my body it looks like they belong to a south sudanese person just for context. I also have keratosis pilaris everywhere- my neck, arms, legs, thighs, back, bikini area, etc. I never cared about the way my skin looks but my mom and siblings have perfect skin and they always tease me about it. For example, when we’re on vacation at the beach they tell me to cover up because it looks I'm wearing black shorts because of my skin, or it looks like I have a disease so I shouldn’t show skin, etc. I’ve been talking to a Somali boy introduced by my family, and he’s very sweet and cute. He’s very humble and he doesn’t even use social media so he doesn’t seem like the type to have unrealistic standards but my mom says when he sees my skin he’s going to be disgusted especially since I don’t have model looks according to her so I can’t afford to have bad skin too because I have too many other flaws like bad teeth which I wear braces for right now, saggy breasts etc. So now I’m depressed and I feel like she’s right but I’ve never felt so shit about my looks and I’m not even ugly. They tell me to bleach but I don’t want to. I live in a small town, there’s only 1 old white dermatologist and he’s been useless and I don’t have any health problems like diabetes that would cause my skin to look like this so I don’t know what to do. Do guys actually care about skin?