psyche
To each their own
Depression just sucks.
When you can't open to anybody because you know that your problems will be met with disgusted faces and swearing rather than love and affection.
You end up trying to look away, putting the issues aside as it starts to devour your entire being because you can't stop thinking about it.
Eventually, you start having thoughts about how calm and peaceful it would be if you ended it all, but you are too much of a coward to pull the trigger.
When you can't open to anybody because you know that your problems will be met with disgusted faces and swearing rather than love and affection.
You end up trying to look away, putting the issues aside as it starts to devour your entire being because you can't stop thinking about it.
Eventually, you start having thoughts about how calm and peaceful it would be if you ended it all, but you are too much of a coward to pull the trigger.