If you want to be really Nihilistic reject rejection, I REPEAT, REJECT REJECTION and start wearing comfortable shoes, a snappy waistcoat and go to church every Sunday.
Once you've finally come to the point of being anti-anti then up THE ANTI, then kill yourself , the ultimate Nihilistic gesture, The Will to Nothingness as Nietzsche put it. Let me know where you die, i will do the pleasure of pissing in your fucking grave.
Maybe you should listen to my theory you deadbeat halimo dog shit(not even a hard shit, you are like a wet dog shit).Instead of holding up our internal values to a religious dogma or belief we must test all our theories against the notion that material reality is the ultimate reality and work to conform our truths to that fact.