You need to go outside more often sxb ,
it's refreshing it'll energise your spirit.
I'm not suggesting that finding friends can be easy , you just need to interact with people more , you'll find the connection
There's no need to refer yourself as not 100%
Life can be a rollercoaster , it has ups and downs but always you keep your head up.
Nothing is more worse than staying indoors , secluded from the world .
I've had a hard time realising I was in a toxic friendship untill I left the surroundings I was in