U will feel guilt and sadness for being away from your children, also they will not see you as there mother rather there grandmother as their real mother.I want to be a mother but will outsource the child raising to my mother in Africa since she better at it and will be very well compensated for it..
win - win for everyone
U will be a disconnected family
alsoi u said u want to be a mother but nothing in ur lifestyle shows u being a mother, u will not actually be a mother except for the fact u gave birth to ur children
why would u destroy ur body and wealth and mental health and free time for children u wont even raise