GodKnowsBest
Somaliweyn Unionist
My life is humiliating? I am proud of my religion and I am waiting to move out to tel my familyYour naseeha is wasted on people like her. You see i find it fascinating when you compare gallos who become muslims and muslims who become murtad or gallos. Just check this video below
When a gal generally becomes a muslim and i mean a proper muslim not the ex cons and the psychos/playas they tend to become someone who become an idealised version of themselves. They become better people. But the striking thing is they leave their old lives behind. They no longer care about their previous religion.
On the other hand galos like the OP and the folks here tend to carry the hiqid with them. Meaning they cannot shake off their previous lives. It's as if illahi not only took iman from their heart and made them deaf dumb and blind but he also left a kinda of self loathing obsessiveness when it comes to the deen they had. They can't stop talking about. They can't stop thrashing it. They can't help telling people how great their gallo life is etc etc. They try so hard to feel that they have become something that it becomes almost like the snake which eats its own tail.
The irony of this worthless exercise is that the bravado is hidden bravado. They can't show it off to their families or parents or relatives. It's all hidden. They lead a double life. One of humiliation. Every gal i met who is no longer a muslim turns out to be a msierable downcast person. Because they have to hide their double life they become even more bitter and feel the need to validate their positions to others. A vicious cycle. Illahi ba nacaladay