We Somalis are naturally bullies as sxb, most of us were abused physically by our parents by using belts and sticks if we go against their wishes or voice things they dispise,it is a cycle many of us don't even realize.Everyone that made a message before me besides the op is utter trash, instead of asking him why he had doubts and engage in dialouge to help him strengthen his iman and let him marry the girl he wants in a halal way you guys either made jokes about him being ex muslim or talked about things that didn't matter. What bullshit, I'm disappointed