Would it be weird to ask my narcissistic boss for a loan ? To start my own little company with? Which, if successful will have me leave my current job in sha Allaah. I don't want to borrow from the bank because of interest. However I really don't like the idea of asking him or family. I hate myself for not having the money at hand. I will only have saved that up end of juni 2018 at its earliest. Which is basically a bit late.