May Allaah swt bless me with an inordinate amount of of hope and zest for this life and after. Ameen! Walaahi for this life- i am borderline depressed! Checked out! 


Today i went to the grocery and saw an adorable old White woman who must have been in her 90s, bent over- slowly shopping. Walaahi i was in awe of her.
How ? Why? If i were her- i will be in bed, never live my home, and pray every day to DIE!
AM i weird?? Why don't "I" have a zest for this life???



Today i went to the grocery and saw an adorable old White woman who must have been in her 90s, bent over- slowly shopping. Walaahi i was in awe of her.
How ? Why? If i were her- i will be in bed, never live my home, and pray every day to DIE!
AM i weird?? Why don't "I" have a zest for this life???
