Weird rant : People staring at my face

[Kurobecky]

I get stared at even areas where it’s super diverse and black goths/cosplayers. People stare at my face the most . For my birthday, I went to restaurant in Chinatown. Despite there being maadows and dark skinned Latino customers there, all the Chinese people were staring at me, while looking confused. I think it’s weird because caadans look at me like an oddity, but don’t see the ghetto blacks as weird. Also I can understand if I was in englewood, Little Village or Joliet . The areas I’m talking about have populations that super liberal and alternative lifestyle friendly. Blacks that are into anime, rock, metal and cosplay are the norm in these spaces. And I also get looks even in my work uniform and dressed causal

 

[Kurobecky]

Seriously, I’m looking shopping in Oak Lawn and caadans staring at me while standing right next to these type of maadows:

But I’m the odd looking one . Hood blacks think I’m ugly asf and say I look like a man.

 

[Kurobecky]

I don’t like that my face is flat, doesn’t have cheekbones and chin line is too soft. People use to bully super hard for my looks. And I still get harassed by some hood/hotep maadows today.

 

[Kurobecky]

Also white liberals, Cardi B acting Frida Kahlo worshipping Latinos and the Michael Rapport caadans think I’m grotesque horrendous abomination as while. According to them, I’m unsettling and feel very uncomfortable around me. These are the non blacks that live in the hood and only hang out with maadows.

 

[IPushFatKids]

 

[IPushFatKids]

To add something constructive, your face look normal, you just need to fix that acne. I think it’s the hijab that comes across as odd as they might not see black hijabis often.

 

[Kurobecky]

To add something constructive, your face look normal, you just need to fix that acne. I think it’s the hijab that comes across as odd as they might not see black hijabis often.

Unfortunately I have eczema and get flare ups from time to time

 

[Kurobecky]

@IPushFatKids I wash my face twice a day, but still my eczema will show up every 3 months. I have really bad sinuses and my skin gets irritated when there’s an extreme weather change. Chicago’s weather is super bi polar…

 

[Kurobecky]

To add something constructive, your face look normal, you just need to fix that acne. I think it’s the hijab that comes across as odd as they might not see black hijabis often.

The Nation of Islam is very popular here, but according to them my father’s family version Islam ( which is Sunni Muslim with Waaqism spiritualism ) and Sunni Islam is whitewashed.

 

[Kurobecky]

@IPushFatKids There’s a decent amount of Latino Muslims here, too. Half are “Muslims” and the other are Latinos of Arabic descent.

 

[Boqorada]

You say you're half Somali half Tuareg?

 

[Boqorada]

Also do you not see yourself as black?

 

[Bundasliga]

my father’s family version Islam ( which is Sunni Muslim with Waaqism spiritualism )

What ?

 

[Nilotic]

You fit the phenotype that AA have in their diversity, so why do you constantly try to insinuate that you exist outside that?

There are AA that are significantly more Eurasian shifted than you and no one thinks otherwise; no one bats an eye.

Also, how is it that you encounter so much drama? Your life is like a soap opera, huuno.

 

[Kurobecky]

Also do you not see yourself as black?

I only identify as black as a generic dark skinned person. I identify with my African heritage over my skin color. I don’t connect with the culture and I get treated differently from other minorities. The maadow side is are from fringe sub cultures of Black America and my maternal grandpa’s folks are distantly related to Somali people, from Macaronesians of Cade Verde. I don’t trip about folks referring to me as black but I don’t like when people try to force me to conform to the culture . Also, technically, I don’t have the skin color as most blacks. Maadows have made fun of the reddish pigment of my skin and accused of wearing bronzer to look exotic.

 

[Boqorada]

I only identify as black as a generic dark skinned person. I identify with my African heritage over my skin color. I don’t connect with the culture and I get treated differently from other minorities. The maadow side is are from fringe sub cultures of Black America and my maternal grandpa’s folks are distantly related to Somali people, from Macaronesians of Cade Verde. I don’t trip about folks referring to me as black but I don’t like when people try to force me to conform to the culture . Also, technically, I don’t have the skin color as most blacks. Maadows have made fun of the reddish pigment of my skin and accused of wearing bronzer to look exotic.

Oh so you're not even half Somali?

 

[idc]

I only identify as black as a generic dark skinned person. I identify with my African heritage over my skin color. I don’t connect with the culture and I get treated differently from other minorities. The maadow side is are from fringe sub cultures of Black America and my maternal grandpa’s folks are distantly related to Somali people, from Macaronesians of Cade Verde. I don’t trip about folks referring to me as black but I don’t like when people try to force me to conform to the culture . Also, technically, I don’t have the skin color as most blacks. Maadows have made fun of the reddish pigment of my skin and accused of wearing bronzer to look exotic.

your basically from all parts of africa, how interesting.