Wallaahi this life is a prison

[cunug3aad]

I have routes in life either wadaad route or jaamicad route or saqajaan route and every one im giving something up. To be wadaad i give up all of my hedonism and some potential family finances. to be jaamicad goer i give up some hedonism and some wadaad prospects. To be saqajaan i give up my diin and my family aspirations

Obviously saqajaan route is off the table because i could never imagine abandoning my parents But it lingers in the back of mind for no reason but to haunt. Very unemployed shayaadiin . Jaamicad route is obviously the best route but it is the hardest by far. Wadaad route seems the simplest in that its straightforward but there requires a great deal of willpower to go through and while thinking of the money that could have been

I already know what route to take which one is good and which is bad but i can never feel fullly satisfied and at peace until the aakhiro. But even that does not act as a proper motivation because there has been no experience of janno nor any prior knowledge so how can you have gratitude for what you have not yet experienced and lost in the past. And this is with belief in Allaah and his prophet and thats why humans are called ungratefull often in the quraan

 

[cunug3aad]

I done too much thinking today waan iska waaleyaa. time to sleep

 

[Xareen]

talking about it on somalispot dot com won't help nigga we don't even know u. Get ur shit together urself for urself and no one else. It's the only way gng fk all that sentimental shit

 

[3LetterzMM]

I been where you’re at brother sometimes life feels dull and pointless ur just going thru the same motions day in day out the only advice I can give you is to stay strong and always remember life is short so spend it doing things you enjoy with people you enjoy. Money and education is important but you have to make space for a life too otherwise you’ll be old and regretting how you wasted your youth.