I attended a meeting today online and we had a guest who was a white woman. I couldn't believe it when she started talking. She kept talking so slowly, repeating words for us, and pointing to her head for example saying "h a t." It was so disrespectful and everyone in the room was speaking in English and understood the language, so I don't get why she did that. That whole meeting reminded me that even being born in the west, I will never truly belong. I'm so over living in a majority cadaan/ajanabi community.