There no need to be hostile towards something that may or may not occur. You should put this energy towards something that may actually help you escape this reality that is death.
Niyyo you're based, but islam all the way. All the other religions are gay.
. Subxanallah iyo alxamdulillah 
Sad reality. but it is hard to navigate life while being mentally dissociated from your community. It is very lonely. I wish I believed Islam but i gave up to my doubts. I tried to believe but I can’t.
Why are you so sure ? This has been debated for centuries if not millenias by the smartest individuals this planet could produce. You can question the way afterlife is described in many different religions but the concept itself isn't as crazy as you think.
it is not crazy or anything. But is more like of accepting reality to us. humans fear the unknown, and death is among that category. All cultures around the world have their own traditions in dealing with death in the concept of probability (or to some a certainty) of an afterlife. But now due to everything being really scientific for example evidence based medicine, people are increasingly from all walks of life and religions are tending to dodge that belief.
You should talk to someone knowledgeable about your doubts and do research and gain knowledge of the religion. Ask Allaah to guide you and have sabr. Every doubt against islaam has already been answered by our scholars, so if you search for answers then you will find them in shaa Allaah. May Allaah guide you back to al-islaam and give you iimaan and keep you firm.
The honest answer to your question is no, people who leave islaam will never be accepted in the Somali-community.
I am from the west but grew up in the Middle East and went to an Islamic national school (in one of the most respected Islamic institutions in the world) studied meticulously in school (but more harder in high school) in 4 subjects of Arabic and 4 subjects of islam besides natural sciences, mathematics, literature and Quran (and was examined in all of them). All of the marks in those subjects were important for me to get into a good college in the Middle East. It was stressful but doable. But here I am today. Unfortunately, it is not related to how one is knowledgeable or not. I am really open to different insights on religion and life generally.
That would be if you have a very superficial approach to life/reality but it doesn't mean much as long as scientists are not able to understand consciousness or to explain NDEs. Moreover most mathematicians and philosophers believe in the theory of forms of Plato which clearly states that there must be an immaterial realm but I won't get into this now.
Yeah of course it's not all about knowledge. There are professors from the west who study islaam for 20+ years and they are still atheists. If Allaah doesn't guide someone then they will never be Muslim, even if they have knowledge. Let me ask you this, before you started having doubts about the religion, were you praying and being a good Muslimah? Or were you doing a lot of sins?
Thanks for the resources. I have never read any western philosophy (or philosophy in general). I will get my hands on them soon.
). I thank Islam and Muhammad PBUH for these countries otherwise it would be even worse than South America.I was a salafi. The only big sin I did probably according to Islam would be “free-thinking” beyond the boundaries of Islam. ( I started to listen to some music at the age of twenty, yes I was that strict, that’s when I started to have doubts). Practicing Islam for me is very easy since I used to pray and started to wear hijab since I was ever conscious of my being and the world around me. So it is not that we are lazy in the contrary to the general assumption around irreligious people nor did we take the easy route of leaving Islam because we can’t practice it or we don’t have the guidance.
I must have confused you with another user because I thought you were much younger. I'm usually very harsh when talking with murtads but since you were being respectful, I was trying to be respectful too. Anyways, I hope that you will come back to the right path and I will make dua for you.
There is no insecurity of the Quran, You are projecting now, you are thinking, If I were to do this, this is how I would feel about it, therefore the Quran must follow suit.why is there a sense of insecurity in the holy book of Quran? As if prophet Muhammad PBUH asked the question himself “where are we going after we die?” while walking in the desert and answered it himself. Hence the sense of insecurity in Quran in belittling and warning disbelievers. What is the need for that? Why the need to keep telling people they are going to hell if they don’t believe? Why we are going to hell if we don’t believe? What is hell or heaven? If it is because to punish immoral humans. So we tell humans to be moral so they don’t enter hell. That is like speaking to children. An immoral human is an immoral human regardless of religion or irreligion. A Muslim can commit crime but in 2022 we can’t simply forgive him because he did tawbah. Muslim countries have prison and obviously muslim inmates. So are they not real Muslims? What is a real muslim? As a person who lives in the middle-East and briefly in the west. Here there is so many relaxations in rules in contrary to the west. A simple one being the seatbelts and crossing roads (one fears for his life here
I have a sense that you have a superficial understanding of Islam like most Muslims and you don't really understand Islam
This is a complete and utter lie. In fact this statement is so stupid it embarrasses me that you even had the nerve to write it.
Thanks for the response! But I get the same answer from everyone: you weren’t taught on the hands of the right scholars!! Go to sheikh Ali or Ahmed or even Fatima or etc. Or see this video about this convert or this atheist who converted to Islam etc. It is an endless loop. And my doubts are never clearly answered. Then who is the right scholar? I am surrounded by very religious classmates (my mom is confused and sad why I am not that religious like them) who tell me to say bismillah while going down the stairs and subhan Allah while going up stairs or the opposite i don’t remember in uni. They are all Sunni shafii. I learnt tawhiid (and the biggest theme it is impossible that this universe came from nothing as if the house that I am in now came from nothing but I know where it came from, I know who built it, but the universe or our existence is confusing it could have come from something, an energy or a divine people renamed that through history in different words according to their language, yes there were prominent people centuries ago who became the prophets of the Abrahamic religions, I believe that they were geniuses because the amount of the followers they have till today is huge). According to Quran, the ayah where prophet Ibrahim was a seeker for truth and didn’t believe what his community believed in, it was allegedly claimed that he talked to Allah and asked him several questions including whether he could relive the dead but Allah asked him didn’t you believe in me? But prophet Ibrahim said yes but to reassure my heart and Allah answered him (Surat Al-baqara (260). Why am I different then? Because he is a prophet? And then? Everyone who was born into their religion see it as the only truth and the rest are in hell. Everyone! Even if Islam makes sense to you, their religion makes sense to them too. It was the first thing that we were exposed to as children and it was wired deeply in to our brain as we were growing up, it is difficult to abandon it. The day I stopped to fear dark or closed spaces as if shaytaan may do something to me was the day I knew I lost faith. I know there aren’t any Hadith or Quran says that shaytaan does something to someone in dark or closed spaces. It was a fear I had from childhood related to shaytaan and jinn.
