I was a narcissist

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My friends use to pick me up and drop me off home every time when we use to go out. This would be 3 to 4 days times a week. We had no life than lol
I was 18

So what happened was we were doing this for like 2 years straight.

Then one day they got very smart and said Samsam could you pay us gas ? I was like ok the first time they asked , I was hoping they won't ask me that question again next time we go out. But than they did, I was like what do you think I am ? A bank account?
They were like Samsam we take you everyday this isn't fair you need to pay us or come to our house and we can all take a ride from there and u don't have to pay.

I was like you guys are using me for my money

Lmao I was a psychopath , because they weren't actually using me cause I worked and they did not they were on job seeker. I was using them, but I reversed it and made a sad story saying my whole money goes to bills but really I was saving half of my paycheck.

 

[Hali]

Bisinka
Your actually mad

 

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Bisinka
Your actually mad

I am not I was a smart child.

 

[Hali]

I am not I was a smart child.

That’s not smart
Sorry to break to you

 

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That’s not smart
Sorry to break to you

Elaborate

 

[Sumaaya]

Your friends were miskiin, if I had a selfish friend like that I would've been like "naa maa xoolo aya noo haysata, chip in the petrol ama soco"
How are you working yet refusing to contribute to petrol when you get a ride everyday?

 

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Your friends were miskiin, if I had a selfish friend like that I would've been like "naa maa xoolo noo haysata, chip in the petrol ama soco"
How are you working yet refusing to contribute to petrol when you get a ride everyday?

Lmao I didn't like them tbh

 

[Hali]

That’s not smart
Sorry to break to you

You’ve just lost yourself some useful friends

 

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You’ve just lost yourself some useful friends

How? I drive myself since I was 19 lol

 

[Sumaaya]

Lmao I didn't like them tbh

Lol I'm sure you had your reasons but it's not good to be a user either huuno

 

[Sumaaya]

Wallahi I would genuinely feel bad getting a ride from folks everyday and not contributing to nothing, especially when I can afford to

 

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Honestly, these girls were selfish to their parents, so why can't I do the same to them.


I will treat you how you treat your parents.

Period.

I have a crazy agenda too, I seem to be less selfish to muslims in particular.

 

[Hali]

How? I drive myself since I was 19 lol

Does not excuse bad behaviour though
Dadka ma la dhulmiyo
Every action has an equal and opposite reaction
You think your smart
There’s Someone that thinks their smarter
It’ll come back and but you on the bum

 

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Wallahi I would genuinely feel bad getting a ride from folks everyday and not contributing to nothing, especially when I can afford to

I did when I felt bad, I would buy them food, but several times they didn't finish the food I brought them . So yeah not wasting my money on them like that again

 

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Everyone uses eachother one way or the other. That's why we have friends

 

[Sumaaya]

Everyone uses eachother one way or the other. That's why we have friends

If your friends are of no benefit/khair and there's no sincerity in your friendship, better to seek better friendships

 

[Ciyaalka Xaafada]

 

[Sumaaya]

Waa tu yar oo indho adag, kulaha "I told them all my money was going on bills but I was saving half of my paycheck" the audacity