I used to be so clueless

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When it came to girls up until maybe 20. Not necessarily clueless but working with blinders, not able to see the forest from the trees.

In the 9th grade, I had a crush on one of the hottest girls. I was in an accelerated class that was wicked insular so it wasn't like I was vying against 100+ kids for her attention. So, to her I would lay on the charm the humor and one day I did the cheesiest thing ever; I wrote a poem dedicated to her and published it in the school paper. The teacher in charge of the paper liked me and before she put it in she asked me if I was sure I wanted "to go through with it." Without a thought I said yes.

When the paper came out, everyone knew what I was on about because I used her nickname. She didn't say one word, she never acknowledged it. But her friend, who was cute af in a white girl kinda way and who I never talked to, came up to me and said what I wrote was beautiful and if I wanted to walk her to the subway station. I said no, I was dejected because the girl I wanted didn't want me.

At the end of the school year, June, the authorities loosened their leash on the students. So, I was sitting in the back with my crush on my left and this fine Dominican girl on my right. The Dominican and I were joking around because we spent more time around each other and she started to get more physical in a sexual way. I didn't play along because my crush was right there and I only wanted her.

I don't know why I'm writing this all down on here. I don't have a journal and I just need to get out how ashamed I am of my younger self. That little fucker screwed me over so much. I ran into the Dominican girl the other day and goodness I should have locked that down back in the day (she's still with her high school boo)

There was another time this fine Brazilian who told me she was a lesbian one day out of the blue kissed me open mouth and I didn't kiss her back :francis::kendrickcry::mjkkk:

Too many stories.:ohlord:

Ever since then I've been making up for past mistakes.
 
How can a girl have a crush on other girls? Caiddharta aka SacdiyoAyaanle aka Indy, you aint fooling me and others. Quit claiming to be a man.
 

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When it came to girls up until maybe 20. Not necessarily clueless but working with blinders, not able to see the forest from the trees.

In the 9th grade, I had a crush on one of the hottest girls. I was in an accelerated class that was wicked insular so it wasn't like I was vying against 100+ kids for her attention. So, to her I would lay on the charm the humor and one day I did the cheesiest thing ever; I wrote a poem dedicated to her and published it in the school paper. The teacher in charge of the paper liked me and before she put it in she asked me if I was sure I wanted "to go through with it." Without a thought I said yes.

When the paper came out, everyone knew what I was on about because I used her nickname. She didn't say one word, she never acknowledged it. But her friend, who was cute af in a white girl kinda way and who I never talked to, came up to me and said what I wrote was beautiful and if I wanted to walk her to the subway station. I said no, I was dejected because the girl I wanted didn't want me.

At the end of the school year, June, the authorities loosened their leash on the students. So, I was sitting in the back with my crush on my left and this fine Dominican girl on my right. The Dominican and I were joking around because we spent more time around each other and she started to get more physical in a sexual way. I didn't play along because my crush was right there and I only wanted her.

I don't know why I'm writing this all down on here. I don't have a journal and I just need to get out how ashamed I am of my younger self. That little fucker screwed me over so much. I ran into the Dominican girl the other day and goodness I should have locked that down back in the day (she's still with her high school boo)

There was another time this fine Brazilian who told me she was a lesbian one day out of the blue kissed me open mouth and I didn't kiss her back :francis::kendrickcry::mjkkk:

Too many stories.:ohlord:

Ever since then I've been making up for past mistakes.

Simp ass nigga. :frdfvsb::cryinglaughsmiley:
 

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Nigga, I don't think I'll ever forgive the teenage me. I still put in work but the ones I let get away maaaaaannnn, I didn't see a dime till like 21. :mjkkk:
:francis: It's aight bro we've all been there.:friendhug:Just do you now or else you'll be talking about the girls you could've had at 25 when you are 60.:drakelaugh:
 

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You wrote a poem :yloezpe: But I regret my teen years as well. I have so much suppressed I fear for my future wife :meleshame:

I remember one time a chick walked up to me to start a conversation and I lowkey went crazy on her and said "nah, nah wtf, nah" and it was in a takeaway restaurant and the manager looked at me like a nutjob and she had to go back to her friends with a red face. Wallahi teenage me was uncomfortable as hell, never had good times with girls
 
You wrote a poem :yloezpe: But I regret my teen years as well. I have so much suppressed I fear for my future wife :meleshame:

I remember one time a chick walked up to me to start a conversation and I lowkey went crazy on her and said "nah, nah wtf, nah" and it was in a takeaway restaurant and the manager looked at me like a nutjob and she had to go back to her friends with a red face. Wallahi teenage me was uncomfortable as hell, never had good times with girls

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