

The 18th cenutury books i read taught me how to be civilized in public- how to bow heads, smile fake- speak with my eyes. Generally, garner inordinate amount of vanity before real virture
In short - i have the manners or the aqhlaac of a noble Duchess- but inside me- i could be very UGLY!

18th century taught me to make proper and mannered in public- but my inner me was not improved and worked on. So when by myself- the demon comes out!

My online trolling- the comments i make in anonymity is really atrocious. I AM VERY MEAN!~
