I wear a hijab and make out with my boyfriend and I feel so bad about it after and feel like trash because I feel so haram.
you're not trash, you're a hoejabi with natural feelings. it's between you and allah whether you're a "bad" person or not. as long as you can not redeem yourself, i think you're alright. communicate with your parents on this subject and hopefully they can tell you you fucked up and your damaged goods.
you're not trash, you're a hoejabi with natural feelings. it's between you and allah whether you're a "bad" person or not. as long as you can not redeem yourself, i think you're alright. communicate with your parents on this subject and hopefully they can tell you you fucked up and your damaged goods.