Tired of not being as great as i believe i am

From a young age i have always felt like i was destined for greatness. I vividly recall my time reading all about einstein, Alexander the great, Jesus, Muhammad , Bismark and plenty more. I severely believed i had a burgeoning future of greatness ahead of me. It didn't matter if people saw me as inferior , Every racist remark or sneer was met with an angry smile...

Recently , however, i feel lost. I am secretly retching at the thought of being a commoner in the world. I year to be apart from the filthy masses and join the elites in immortality. I am in the top 10% of young people in my city however i still feel i can do alot more.

Something is holding me back , like a curse inside my brain. It envelopes me with a bright dash of anger and loneliness just after a success. I don't know what it is , but i believe it can be overcome with grit and determination.
 

angelplan

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You are just 28 years old bro just like me. We still have an impact to make on greatness. I think my golden years will be from 30 to 40. I will be fully established by then. What we become is what is destined for us, the rest we work hard for it.

 
You are just 28 years old bro just like me. We still have an impact to make on greatness. I think my golden years will be from 30 to 40. I will be fully established by then. What we become us what is destined for us, the rest we world hard for it.

i am 19-20.
 

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From a young age i have always felt like i was destined for greatness. I vividly recall my time reading all about einstein, Alexander the great, Jesus, Muhammad , Bismark and plenty more. I severely believed i had a burgeoning future of greatness ahead of me. It didn't matter if people saw me as inferior , Every racist remark or sneer was met with an angry smile...

Recently , however, i feel lost. I am secretly retching at the thought of being a commoner in the world. I year to be apart from the filthy masses and join the elites in immortality. I am in the top 10% of young people in my city however i still feel i can do alot more.

Something is holding me back , like a curse inside my brain. It envelopes me with a bright dash of anger and loneliness just after a success. I don't know what it is , but i believe it can be overcome with grit and determination.


and maybe Therapy?
 

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