Everything i wanted to do after i get to doing it feels like yeah that was nothing lets go on to the next this is the real test from Allah being bored and not feeling satisfied i feel like if i had million today i could spend that in a couple days if i wanted to thats how hungry we as humans are for satisfaction we just want more and more but we can never have enough the only true feeling of satisfaction comes from Jannah and inshallah every single one of us are forgiven and entered into heaven one day.