It's time to reminisce about those horrible awful moments that make you want to die inside
I'll go first
It's about my first kiss.
I had been talking to a guy during the summer holidays, I genuinely thought we were just friends.
We had the same interests n stuff, since school was closed we used to hang out everyday and play games or discover new music.
One day he suggested that we'd take a walk through a pretty big n kinda isolated park. He said there was something he was going to show me
Back then I was pretty young about 14-15, very naive and very innocent so I didn't think anything else was going to happen
When we had gotten to the middle of nowhere we sat down and he suggested he'd teach me how to kiss
Wallahi it took a minute for me to comprehend what he said.
In my head even just looking at a guys lips like that was a crazy idea. I had never pictured myself doing anything like that. I couldn't believe what was happening
I didn't know what to do, I started sweating, I felt dizzy n my hands started shaking.
He asked me if I felt shy and I said yeah so I asked him to close his eyes and press his lips together.... and then I slowly started backing away and then ran for my life.
The embarrassing part is that he caught up to me, it was painfully mortifying. I started crying really hard and he tried to comfort me but how could I look him in the face when I've just tried to escape kissing him
It only made me cry harder, I couldn't stand looking him in the face so I told him to walk in front of me
So we walked all the way back in a line
I'll go first
It's about my first kiss.
I had been talking to a guy during the summer holidays, I genuinely thought we were just friends.
We had the same interests n stuff, since school was closed we used to hang out everyday and play games or discover new music.
One day he suggested that we'd take a walk through a pretty big n kinda isolated park. He said there was something he was going to show me
Back then I was pretty young about 14-15, very naive and very innocent so I didn't think anything else was going to happen
When we had gotten to the middle of nowhere we sat down and he suggested he'd teach me how to kiss
Wallahi it took a minute for me to comprehend what he said.
In my head even just looking at a guys lips like that was a crazy idea. I had never pictured myself doing anything like that. I couldn't believe what was happening
I didn't know what to do, I started sweating, I felt dizzy n my hands started shaking.
He asked me if I felt shy and I said yeah so I asked him to close his eyes and press his lips together.... and then I slowly started backing away and then ran for my life.
The embarrassing part is that he caught up to me, it was painfully mortifying. I started crying really hard and he tried to comfort me but how could I look him in the face when I've just tried to escape kissing him
It only made me cry harder, I couldn't stand looking him in the face so I told him to walk in front of me
So we walked all the way back in a line
"
, just leave it alone."
".
slipped also while runnin out.
"
Embarrassment ~> I'm so used to the feeling is almost like I don't feel it anymore 
